Hang On

To my other twin. Hold on, sit tight and let your idyllic voice play. A slight turbelence before the green light greets. It's the last ride of the year.
"You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star"
- Friedrich Nietzsche

Countdown to 2007

Must haves:
1. Howard Marks' Dope Stories. Must do Mr Nice first, so said David.
2. Nick Hornby, High Fidelity. Can't find the book nor the DVD.
3. Nick Hornby, The Books: The Complete Polysyllabic Spree: Sypnosis. For the hopeful readers, gratifying only for 1 year.
4. George Orwell 1984. Depending on a sign to act. Yup.
5. Edward Scissorhands. Classic but DVD fellas not interested.

Curtain close on 31 dec 2006.

"WHERE ARE MY CHEAT
SHEETS B?!"

Mushy love letter

"I love you very much, this I cannot and won't deny. I will trace the outline of your face with my fingers when you're insecure about your beauty.
I will stroke your hair as I kiss your forehead when you're uncertain what tomorrow brings. I will hold you close with one arm as the other wards off your demons when you've given up fighting. I will listen to the rhythm of your heartbeat as you sleep when loneliness taps on your shoulder. But I would do the same to anyone who calls on me. My love is not exclusive to you. I may love you more than the others, but it doesn't change the fact that this love is shared amongst others, simultaneously. I am built this way, with a heart that bleeds for the faintest hint of a smile on a broken face, constantly striving to mend the jaded. You asked me the wrong question, and I gave you the right answer. What you needed to hear was not that I love you, but that I love you and solely you.

I'm ready for your love but you're not prepared to accept mine."

Learn the rules

When I was a kid, I write and draw things freely
Later, I learnt structures. Lines and forms bound by rules.
Now, I am stuck.

Dedicated to Anne

Hope is a small big word
Wait for what it may become.

Supergirl inspired

The lady ignores her because she’s always hanging around
Naïve and innocent, she’s only 14 but she knows how to draw
But she’s not a Supergirl.
She’s busy getting high in school
She’s ain’t quite bohemian but her rhythm is pretty good.
But she’s not a Supergirl.

Lifetime battery running out.

A lifetime of movies that fucks my mind

1. Vanilla Sky. Choice and consequence.
2. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. Erratic.
3. American Beauty. Just.
4. May 'if you don't have a friend, make one'. Cool.
5. Dreamers. Why?
6. Irreversible. Unbearable.
7. Un chien andalou.
8. All of Tsai Ming Liang's. Nonsense.
9. Samsara. Frustrating.
10. Closer. Free.